Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Music

Sometimes when I'm feeling in the mood of reminiscing, to think about all the things I've done, could have done, and didn't do.

I realized it's all in the present. You're living in the present. You can't go back to the past anymore.

Everyone's looking to the future - unless if you're dead, where it doesn't make a damn difference.

So learn from the past. Look forward to the future. Live the present.

It's somewhat comforting to know that unlike life, music is there for you to rewind, play, forward, loop, add, delete, shuffle. Revisit old records. Find unexpected gems. Play repeatedly. Create your own...


3 AM, and I've just read this post. Felt like throwing some rambling of my own.

Ah,  with this playing in the background...

Friday, June 22, 2012

Context

Pretty unusual for me to rant on petty thing such as this, but meh.

Seriously, hey, I know how a certain activity that I'm into... I'm not very much good at it (yet). Pretty terrible, you could say. So it's inevitable that people are going to comment on it now and then.

Yeah, I've heard the comments said out loud to me. No problem there, I know it's not certainly everyone's cup of tea - and I can only be said to be doing a sub-par (at least when taken into context with how the better ones are doing it) work so far.

But seriously, the moment someone who's into similar activity take what I do into the context of 'LOOK AT THIS' to ponder on the question why he had received some unsatisfactory remarks from others:

Don't be a faggot, will you? 

Hey, even I have pointed out others who are deemed to be doing a not so good work at it, but I don't use them as a target to put in the question of why people are not satisfied with what I do, OK? Sure they're not good and all, yeah, but that's that. My work is still not as good as the level of others, and I don't go bitching around how come these people aren't criticized as I did.

Well. I could go down the road of self depreciation and went on for strings of insults, but I think it's better to let it pass and work it all out for my own inadequacy. Well, smile it is then - 'cause it confuse people.

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