I'm somewhat not keen on grand things. I don't believe in getting something without some sort of struggling or working. I'm not straightforward, preferring to take a path that winds up here and there before arriving to the destination. I can take beatings without any complaint.
With that being said, I'm somewhat comfortable with routine things, and is somewhat reluctant for changes. But on a long run, I don't like being too comfortable for too long. I need some sort of challenges. Something to work myself off; something to keep me occupied. I actually don't think a 'perfect' life is actually attainable.
And yet at the same time, at my own pace.
Ah, what the hell. I'm a masochist (albeit not in a conventional way the word is usually referred to).
That kind of masochist. I understand what you mean. Some people just need constant challenges and stuff. Keeps you sharp, on the edge, where you gotta be, y'know what I'm saying? I guess it's good for you.
ReplyDeleteI've been comfortable with routine for too long. I look forward to big changes made by my own hand in the future.
And I agree that a 'perfect' life is just a utopian idea.