I lied. And I've become the spitting image of... a person whom I don't understand.
What have I become?
I can't keep up with this bullshit anymore. Because the truth is, I've let myself being held back by that nagging thought. In actuality, I'm pretty much all right with my current situation - I don't have any major sickness, say; or family problem; or financial ones - but this one dissatisfaction and angst have left me all strung up and in a disarray.
And I've taken the frustration out to someone else in that one moment. Say what I want, but I am not going to be a faggot and say 'tsch tsch, t'was a brief moment of madness, whoops'. Because that's not how it should be. It's more complicated; there's a lot factor underpinning it. And I am indeed an idiot for not solving the problem head on.
"Misunderstanding is deadly for a friendship" - says a certain he. Amen to that bro. And I'm going to do my part to clear that up. Because it ain't been doing no one any good, no.
In short: I'm sorry for being an idiot and making things more complicated than it is. I have become bad guy.
I'm sorry.
